Sunday, 9 January 2022

10.01.22 Monday and Marta

After yesterday's visit from Jacqui and Bill,  today it's Marta again, bringing Polish food and cheerful company. Plus potentised vitC, since she doesn't rate the commercial versions. Marta came to England some time ago, married a Yorkshireman and had two boys, now at school. Her English is impeccable and her auburn hair suggests a fiery temperament,  so you can imagine that pair bringing up two boys in the Northeast of England. Let's just say both have Polish names and learn that language too, which is how it should be, of course. Lunch was delicious and the potentised vitC sachet interesting to say the least. The recommended way to take it orally was in a shot glass with milk, and since the slimy substance was not soluble, had to be swallowed in one go, twice a day half an hour before eating.

After she'd left it was a perfect time for U.K. Column News on livestream and after that a chance to order 4 more boxes, since the health benefits are so good, especially against infection. Then, just as I was planning to light the fire, Mack arrived, having read the blog and concerned about my health. Mack has his own issues, his brother having died last week and he spoke of his plans for the funeral commemorations later this week, in the Highlands of Scotland where he hailed from before joining the Royal Navy aged 15, and floating about the world years afterwards. His deceased brother also joined the Navy, but not successfully but nevertheless Mack's plan was to take the model ship his brother had built , fit it out with a small engine and fireworks, and watch it going out to sea and explode in a flash of fireworks. Now that's what you call a great tribute for a Navy man!

Tomorrow the daughters come, which is very exciting, and though the breathing problem is still not great going up stairs, the numbers on the oxygen saturation levels device are up in the high nineties, after relaxing and breathing the oxygen, which is progress for sure!

Time for reading and preparing supper since it's nearly an hour since the vitC,  then bed again to sleep, perchance to dream ... and with luck wake up in the morning .... Let's see!

9.01.22 Sunday best

A week on from the New Year and foks settle down after all the excitement of the holiday season. As described by a dear friend in the village, whose Mother passed before Christmas last year, leaving her husband grieving through the season, it can be a time of extremes - happy, happy, happy ... sadly reflecting on all the Christmases of the previous 80 years ... and that's how life can be processed. As it happens my friend's Father is staunch and not one for expressing emotions, though whether or not that's a good thing is for you to decide. My dear friend is just grateful to see January slowly approaching February, the light lasting longer each day, the Spring Equinox not so far away and on we go.

So, dear reader, what's the point of it all? Sunday, the day of rest, when we wear our Sunday best, is a day for reflection or used to be anyway. As regular readers will know, many humans confused by the complexities of the post-Christian era, falling into the grip of atheism as an extreme reaction ... known as throwing out the baby with the dirty bathwater ... instead have their souls kidnapped by the Luciferian crew, led by the fallen angel who brought the Light down to Earth, only to cast shadows in which the demons lurk. Of course, there's a psychological explanation for this metaphorical story and many messengers have visited from higher realms through the ages to teach us the nature of the trap and the ways out, back to the Light. You've heard this many times, dear readers, but let's face it, no-one is forcing you to read it, and since it keeps this old blogger amused to keep up with the studies, ponder the implications, discuss with like minded friends, like Bill and Jacqui today, and see where the worlds are heading, what's the harm? A neighbour at the end of the terrace, for example, was once a vicar, lost his Faith, declared himself atheist, and only recently returned to a new way to worship his God.

A brief flashback pops up from deep in the memory banks from the last time this old blogger had a health alert ... in fact he was so young he hardly recalls it. There were four of us at home then, all quite young. Mum was up to her neck in children when the third one was struck by a mystery disease, and the first memory is the siren of the ambulance taking me the 10 miles or so to Bournemouth General Hospital. After that, nothing much, except the odd visit from Mum when Dad could get away from his work, and the daily visits of Auntie Ivy, who worked in Bournemouth and visited every lunchtime. The story later told was that the medics had no idea of the cause and told Mum and Dad to prepare for the worst outcome, which was worrying for them, but not me, since no one told me I might die so young. There you go then, about 70 years sandwiched by two health scares! The filling has bee amazing of course, and who knows the timing of the last slice? The gypsy said a long life of at least 80, maybe into the 90s,  but that's all conjecture ... meanwhile, let's enjoy this chapter to the full and not worry about this brief skirmish with death ... worry never helped anything, after all, did it?

And so Jacqui and Bill depart not long before dark. She spent most of the time cooking and clearing, while the two men discussed Life and its meanings. Rather stereotypical you might think, but she was cheerful and declined assistance, while we talked seriously, albeit with humour, about the psychic nature of these health attacks and ways to address them. More family pile in to the fray, including my nephew Graham, so correspondence with him was exchanged this morning and just now, when the light fades, curtains need closing, log burners firing up and you, dear readers get to consider how all this cosmic crisis is panning out.

Tomorrow Marta, Tuesday the daughters, after that? Who knows?

Time to shower before a small snack and bed ...

Friday, 7 January 2022

8.01.22 Saturday fallout

One week on from New Years Day, and life eases us gracefully towards the Spring Equinox, helped by fair weather after the snow. Bill is very interested in the significance of celestial events, horoscopes, planetary alignments and so many fascinating ways to interpret the world we humans live in.Or to be more accurate worlds, because we both see the world of samsara as an illusion and the Luciferian game being played heading towards its inevitable demise as the conditions for peace and love in new worlds ripen, the players on the dark side expose their demonic intentions for all with eyes open to see. One of the big problems  modern psychology shows is that seeing is not just a function of the eyes, but the brain processing the incoming signals through already conditioned minds. It appears that the smarter folks think they are the harder it is to persuade them to change their view, but what can you do with such people? Certainly to push old friends and family into corners is hardly the way for compassionate folks to behave, is it? Perhaps, to be even handed and truly compassionate, one should concede that their view is genuinely and sincerely held, their view correct, ours not and move on?

This brings us to the fallout from yesterday's blog post, which you may recall described the health issue of the blogger, writing this Saturday report to reassure any worried family believing me to be dead that I'm still very much alive and energised by the need yesterday to reassure them that news of my supposed passing was premature. Younger sister in France set things away, after reading yesterday's blog and launched into action to alert other family members, including the two daughters blissfully unaware of any problems, since there was no reason to worry them. Explaining to these two on FB Messenger was straightforward enough, since they know the ways of their father and concur with the views about what's safe in health matters, including the serious doubts about Big Pharma and the wisdom of taking the jabs. They don't do it. On the plus side an invitation to Newcastle on Tuesday to see the daughters is received this morning, which is nice. And through the afternoon it's decided by the two of them that the elder will collect the younger and bring both to Stanhope, which certainly eases things at this end.

Tomorrow Jacqui and Bill come for lunch, Monday Marta again, this time with potentised vitC,  Tuesday the daughters, so today's day without visitors has really slowed things down, which is good. A new book arrives from Hive: Feeling is the Secret by Neville Goddard, an old classic from decades back, pointing out that reading and speaking are minimally important in understanding the worlds, whilst the emotions engaged speak Truth from the heart.

Time for supper!

Friday 7.01.2022

Friday again in the the year 2022, which seems remarkable for one born in the previous century, halfway through in fact, still hanging about with the other baby boomers, getting in the way of progress, demanding Pensions, Bus Passes, power over the youngsters trying to make progress, with votes for candidates mostly corrupt and as old as us! Then there's the super-rich doing the bribing, of course, all in the same clubs. ... owning the mass media too, to ensure the masses stay on message. What a mess we're leaving for our children to clean up ....

Yesterday's heavy snow forecast was rather exaggerated and Jill and Terry arrived in the morning with home made soup and lemon drizzle cake,  which we shared, as Terry set to work fitting the oxygen feed into my nostrils comfortably, so we could send the readings to Lyne. Of course this was also a chance for some one-to-one time with Jill and Terry from the Garden Station half an hour's drive over Rookhope and Allenheads to Langley Station, now used as a venue for all sorts of events.

Today Bill arrives for Soup at 2, that will be great -  a chance to catch up on philosophy and things spiritual with someone I just met about 6 months ago at the Stand in the Park in Hexham and he, like me, has been there each Sunday before 10, more or less, and often afterwards for coffee and philosophy a subject in which Bill has interested himself for years.This post of Friday 7.1.22 can wait for update after Bill's been, but since it's only 11.30am at time of writing this, best fill in a few details of today so far -  briefly. Well, a good night's sleep was enjoyed, with occasional coughing, then a late morning out of bed for coffee about 7.30. Some communication with Lyne regarding yesterday's results from the oxygen raised concern with her and she suggested a visit to the GP at the Surgery, which is rather tricky, of course, after my refusal to accept so-called vaccinations or even wear masks. Call me stubborn if you like, but I've always been that way! Besides, being Friday the chances of seeing a Doctor today are slim, and by the time Bill's been slimmer still. Of course, all this leads to the Hospital, and I really don't wish to go there! Let's wait and see, shall we?

Whilst waiting for Bill at 2, the plan was to catch the U.K.Column News at 1pm,  so at 12.45 there's plenty of time to write these words for you, dear readers ... you may have noticed the new style of presenting this stuff, in segments stitched together in a confusion of tenses. Still, the editor can edit it or critique it, the style is not unknown after all! An old book, meanwhile, amuses your old blogger and baby boomers may well remember it - My Family and Other Animals by Gerald Durrell, younger brother of Lawrence, the author of Lawrence of Arabia! A proper literary family ...

And so Bill has left and it's time to post for you, dear readers. He came early, so U.K.Column News must wait for later. The dialogue was very helpful on Spiritual questions, as always, and he went having enjoyed the Soup and lemon drizzle cake from Jill and Terry yesterday and plans to return Sunday with Jacqui.  Time to set the fire before showering and supper ... and posting the latest for you, dear readers!

Wednesday, 5 January 2022

Time slipping

Time, as is known, is relative, and yesterday a whole day slipped away, as any observant reader will have noted in the blog posted to clarify 2 and managing to confuse things by referring to yesterday as today! Sorry for that, but the good news is that Thursday is back with its own possibilities, including a promised visit from Jacqui, rather unlikely now given the forecast for heavy snow.

But first Marta! What a wonderful day we had together, in the time between she dropped her two boys to school and collected them. Another bright day with Sun warm through the window and indeed outside as she drove me into the village for essential supplies, Such deep conversations on all sorts of topics, not least Krisnamurti and other great teachers. Psychology was there with references to Gabor Mate, Hungarian export based in Canada, teaching about trauma in families. Book recommendations were exchanged and the delicious lunch she made shared, before she departed promising to return next week with highly potent vitC to boost the immune system further.

Frankly dear readers, this minor medical crisis has brought out so much loving attention, in visits and virtually, that the small egoic construct previously more or less in balance, is in danger of spinning out of control! In Life School this is seen clearly as merely another lesson on the never ending journey. Hopefully noting it and sharing it with you, fellow travellers on the Life School pathless path, will correct the error and enable this entity to move on to the next lesson.Anyway, it finally flushes out the editor who edits not, but does offer critiques from time to time, which is vital to a writer with big ideas to share. I mean it's fine to be considered crazy, but the rantings of a single madman are one thing, a considered response from a critical friend something else entirely. The editor, as it happens, writes excellent prose, and is welcome to post his critiques on here, as he knows. He's still in Darlington enjoying food and company with his dear friend, whilst his French house in rural France has a rest, so maybe he'll visit again one day.

So, today, Thursday 6th Jauary, as pennies are dropping all over the world and the Luciferian plot falls apart as more and more people decline to play their dirty games. That's all it takes folks, the derision of the masses at the antics of the plutocrats and the honest inspection of evidence presented by honest experts, not corrupted by ambition and money from Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation and friends. Reiner Fuelmich is already presenting the evidence for the Nuremberg 2 trials, though whether or not the BBC televises it is dubious. Their chiefs may well be in the dock themselves!

2022 is starting well, snow is covering the ground to beautify the fells further. On such days in normal times this old wandering blogger would be togging up warm and heading for the hills.  Do I feel sad? Cheated by the health condition? Well, for one thing that's temporary anyway, but anyway, as any reader can advise me: To wish for what cannot be is a special form of madness!

Early this morning yesterday's U.K. Column News was on replay for an hour - a most reliable and well researched source of information into what's going on. Today outside it would be getting light if it were not for the snow blocking the Sun, so it's a day for keeping warm inside, reading, writing, thinking, not thinking and slowly recovering full fitness for excursions outside in the wonderful countryside called home, Weardale.

Tuesday, 4 January 2022

Clarification of 2

The New Year of 2s and zeros, 2022, is  getting into its stride with new terms in schools, in secondary cases anyway, ramping up the attempts to coerce students into taking injections in arms, which sounds like child abuse, but hey! that's nothing new.Keeping young people inside on sunny days listening to a teacher trying to persuade them they know their subject experientially and not just theoretically has always been a challenge to a young person with a quizzical mind.  So, when the madness continues in 2022 and clear blue skies and Sun shines outside, what else do you expect? Yes, some revolting students, that's what!

Back to the 2s before pressing on with today, Thursday 6th, another Sunny day forecast, more mayhem in schools. From local feedback I can tell you of at least one 15 year old boy at war with his teachers, and staff planning a mass sickness tomorrow in response. Whatever next! The 2s in Numerology by the way, refer to Angelic Presence for those blessed with the gift of seeing such stuff as synchronicity, and many years ago in Newcastle upon Tyne your open minded blogger met Susie who read Angel Cards and did so for yours truly. The Angel offered was Michael the Archangel, which seemed overgenerous at the time, still does. So that's the 2s, please excuse the wandering zero after the second 2 and between the first denoting the day of the week. Confused yet? Excellent, let's move on!

Still dark outside as I tap this blog out on the Tablet, ready for publishing later by Google, virtually, and if that's not magic I don't know what is! As a boy of ten, shall we say, as your old blogger was considering his options for secondary school, you were lucky to receive a new pen and paper, an envelope and postage stamp, in order to send your short story to a grown up organisation to consider for publication in a magazine for children's stories, with prizes for the winners. That was never me by the way, but hey! You've gotta be in it to win it, and I wasn't, but when the 11+ Exam came round I did pass that, mainly on the strength of the short story in English I wrote, since my maths was never good.

Last year, as the Repression was biting, demonstrating in London was done by thousands, including yours truly, though the censored mass media reported a few trouble makers in Whitehall and outside the BBC. Demos were springing up all over, often ignored by the media, including Newcastle and other methods of dissent emerged from Australia: A Stand in the Park. A brilliant concept, non-violence, non-compliance, in municipal parks all over. Frankly, an idea of its time, and yours truly went over the hill almost every Sunday morning to meet a whole new bunch of trouble makers discussing the situation openly, shaking hands and hugging as if that was normal! And we accept this shite? Have we lost our minds? Any vestige of common sense seems to have followed the Fear out of the door. along with love of money and fear of death.

This Hexham Tribe contains many folks with deep knowledge of Health, from a perspective quite radically different to the allopathic version hijacked by the NHS over the years.That's what they brought over to The Retreat House near Stanhope when the old blogger started coughing and showed symptoms of disease of the upper respiratory tubes last Sunday, with Bill, who'd promised to visit after The Stand in the Park if I didn't appear. Lyne plus Lee and Martin with Soup love and wisdom! Along with suggested treatments, each succeeding day a new tribe member arrived, which was as wonderful as unexpected. Today it's Marta, a beautiful Polish mother of two young boys, bringing good food to nourish the patient, and that means likely a home made Polish dish ... hmm salivating already!

Well, dear readers, outside it's light now and this old blogger is publishing today's update for any readers still reading! Enjoy this day, as will I ... you never know after all ...

Saturday, 1 January 2022

2.2222

As almost New Year and returns to work and school will inevitably produce  more folks extending the Holiday Season to avoid dribbling the short, but desperate February coming in a month. Avid readers please note: If you've not absorbed the basic  point of all this stuff, which is to 'Look on the Bright Side" of the Life you chose this time, or move on to the next still miserable!

First, numerology. That's the first linguistic device in this blog post, after all. Now, if you employ numbers, say Sums,  or full stops in this case, you can often avoid full stops without being criticised too much! Though do note more advanced forms of Maths need numbers in many forms, including  squared, Algebra and so on. Plus twos and zeros. Though those wishing to criticise you may not like you of course, possibly the Maths Teacher who really wanted to be a Mathematician. Bringing us back to the miserable, failed Mathematician!

Now, let's look at Philosophy or rather Philosopher, as defined by experts with that tricky task. I met a few who were excellen and happy to teach me their subject free if I'd not signed up for their courses. Clearly, this is one where you don't need to pass exams, though if you want a Degree or two you do. Tricky for a lazy old bloke by one who just wanted to sit around and think! At this point please note the term Philosopher in no way infers we humans don't teach and learn wisdom with each one we encounter, and that's before we move on to other aspects of Nature, our true home. A brief biography of the blogger should suffice to show a male of the species, born the second son,  third child, of four, in a Cottage Hospital in the countryside just outside Fordingbridge, Hampshire, on the edge of The New Forest of England. Health Planners then understood the process was rarely an emergency and far safer kept away from ill people in the the City with all their disease, when competetent nurses could cope and maybe one doctor, and if it really went blue light, an embulance was only ten minutes away. It's said in quiet times the crew called over anyway, for a cup of tea and to chat up the nurses. Of course, other species don't have hospitals and many mothers always preferred home birth to be closer to the Nature they came from, but civilised folks soon learnt to rely on experts with white coats and degrees! Progress?!

Moving swiftly to where this idyllic childhood led in the life lived in its various stages, let's just say by the age of 60 around the same number of jobs as years lived were performed and when the State Pension arrived, age 65, the full amount was promised in my Bank Account, plenty for this old itinerant without bills, plus the Local Government one and all the perks like Free Bus Travel. When putting into the calculation school, Teacher Training at a third class college willing to teach me to teach pupils how to play sport and and read English, plus other subjects at far lower level, you can see how life floated on, a rural idyll ... !

London was next. Briefly teaching children, but it never suited me or them, so the next job was Adventure Playgrounds, which did. From there to a Playbus on a community project in a licensed squat and then a trainee Bus Driver with London Transport. Between two brief  breaks this job was the record at 12 years. Of course a 4 year stint organising the TWGU local branch was elected by the members and paid by LT as a bribe to keep the full-timers happy, so that meant the bosses paying the  trouble makers to stir up the workers. Strange! That was fun for a Red, determined to overthrow Capitalism in favour of Communism, as proposed by Marx and Engels in Capital, and by 1970 there were plenty of Parties contending for members in order to unite the workers. If this seems weird, dear reader, The Life of Brian's the film for you! It sure sorted out Christians and Communists with a sense of humour anyway.

Though the Marxist Theory was plausible, in practice it failed, as happens. By now the first daughter was waiting to emerge  and the parents decided London was not a place they wanted for a child to grow up, so she was born in London and raised in Newcastle, where her Mum and Dad had extended family.  Second daughter appeared two years and a half later, and the family was complete! When the daughters emerged, the diferencences between their parents became crystal clear, which happens. We both fell in love with the girls, and they knew it, but the Mother was sure it would be better to go it alone, with the Father close for by for babysitting purposes, which was tried for six months, but it was so disturbing he flipped and returned to his Mum, to support her in the family home when his Dad died, That was the pretext to protect the girls at least, and assurances were given that they  would have regular access either in the North-East or near Grandma. This indeed happened until they were teenagers, when frequency reduced somewhat, since teenagers have their own friends to share. Sometime later, when a job was found in County Durham, it was certainly quicker for driving, but not necessarily desirable for various reasons for weekends or more. Hey Ho! That's Life. We were lucky still be in regular contact and still are now they are in their thirties . Many aren't, and their stepmother in Hampshire is one.

Well, dear patient readers, that's it for 2.2222  today and sorry for the tardiness. You may have noticed it's already 3.2222, which won't work in Numeroloy, but plenty's been going on in Stanhope anyway.

More blogging tomorrow, the 4th of January, when Mick the Hat returns from London!